soo...Qu'est-ce qu'on dit dans un blog???

What does one say in a blog? Hmm...well let us start with today;

I woke up every single hour last night...no joke. I went to bed at 12, woke up at 1:04, 2:16, and then every consecutive hour until 6am when I got up. My never-ending night crept by in slow motion so today...yup, i'm tired.

I have a sound check today for my band. Did I tell you that I was in a band? blU21 is our name. It consists of my roomie (stix) and I. Just guitar and vocals. Simple worship is what we're about. I just bought an electric guitar to add to our sound, but at the moment it doesn't seem to fit. Our acoustic sound is so soft...perfect for intimate worship with the Father.

I'm sure you have figured out by now...I'm in love with God. I love him more each day. I can't imagine not being able to talk to him. I can be very...(whats the word?), veiled at times so being able to talk to my heavenly Father guards my sanity daily.

So okay yea...sound check..blU21. This is going to be our first "real" performance. We performed for a group of ladies (MSK!!), but they knew us personally, AND it wasn't an original song. Nervous? Yup. Excited? Yup. I can't wait. Since I found out about this I just keep saying to myself..."okay Anjelica, lets be cool. You're not playing for them, your playing for God. Be open and listen to what He wants to do." I'm tryin okay? It's not easy.

Word of the day: Trust Trust is something that is so hard to gain and so easy to lose right? I'm not sure if I agree with this. When we chose to trust someone, why do we just assume that they'll be perfect and uphold your every expectation? And when they don't, they've descended one notch in our trust-o-meter. What if we realized that people were just people with imperfections just like us, and we allow them to make mistakes without keeping tally marks of permanent infractions on their record? What if God did not cast our sins into a sea of forgetfulness (Micah 7:19) and held every mistake against a measure of condemnation and punishment?


Kept By Mercy,

CaLl mE jEl